Yeah, today was probably the busiest day that I have had in a long time. I had two essays to write, other things to do, and a big lab report. I got one of the essays done, the lab report, and the other things done as well. lol, Anyways, I still have the research paper to do, but I just haven't had any desire to do it.
So, this one is for those that are half and half on issues that they may come across in their lives. I find many of the times that when I am to decide one way or the other, I usually do what bests suits me which is most of the time right down the middle. Have you ever had this problem? Or am I the only one that is so narrow-minded that I have to have this self-satisifaction. I sure hope I'm not. Could it be that we are so use to having it our way that we forget about others? I do it all the time, don't worry. As a student, of course, I would like to make the highest grade on everything. That doesn't happen, but sometimes it comes to a point when it gets real competive with a person that your not too fond with. I'm talking about like going behind them when they walk away from their computer, and logging the computer off. I've never done it, but sure have thought about a few times when they have been working on it a good three hours.
I mean really! If one person could be compassionate with just one person every day of the year. That's just 365 and some odd people. I meet that many people in less than 50 minutes at least 10 times a week. If the person that you were overly nice to was nice to other people every day of the year, then we would have a exponential growth curve on our hands. It's kind of like radioactive decay (this stuff is pretty neat to deal with, trust me), but opposite. But we know from experience that this will never happen because everybody's a politic. One time they agree on abortion, and the other time they don't. Or one time they believe in saving sex until marriage, and then they fall flat on their face in the same sin. Crazy, I hope you don't think that I'm perfect. Trust me, I'm not. Only if you could just see what my eyes see and know the thoughts that graze this narrow-minded brain of mine would you understand. Everytime, I choose a path were I know what the end result will be, but only if I could pick a road like the picture above. One so rugged and grown up with weeds that I myself have to clear part of the path knowing not what may be around the bend.
So, this one is for those that are half and half on issues that they may come across in their lives. I find many of the times that when I am to decide one way or the other, I usually do what bests suits me which is most of the time right down the middle. Have you ever had this problem? Or am I the only one that is so narrow-minded that I have to have this self-satisifaction. I sure hope I'm not. Could it be that we are so use to having it our way that we forget about others? I do it all the time, don't worry. As a student, of course, I would like to make the highest grade on everything. That doesn't happen, but sometimes it comes to a point when it gets real competive with a person that your not too fond with. I'm talking about like going behind them when they walk away from their computer, and logging the computer off. I've never done it, but sure have thought about a few times when they have been working on it a good three hours.
I mean really! If one person could be compassionate with just one person every day of the year. That's just 365 and some odd people. I meet that many people in less than 50 minutes at least 10 times a week. If the person that you were overly nice to was nice to other people every day of the year, then we would have a exponential growth curve on our hands. It's kind of like radioactive decay (this stuff is pretty neat to deal with, trust me), but opposite. But we know from experience that this will never happen because everybody's a politic. One time they agree on abortion, and the other time they don't. Or one time they believe in saving sex until marriage, and then they fall flat on their face in the same sin. Crazy, I hope you don't think that I'm perfect. Trust me, I'm not. Only if you could just see what my eyes see and know the thoughts that graze this narrow-minded brain of mine would you understand. Everytime, I choose a path were I know what the end result will be, but only if I could pick a road like the picture above. One so rugged and grown up with weeds that I myself have to clear part of the path knowing not what may be around the bend.
1 comment:
Ooh Dude! This isn't just your problem. We all deal with this...you are just honest enough to admit it! Bless you bro. See you this weekend!
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